The post I put up earlier today was actually one I wrote (for the most part) yesterday. So here's another for today, which is fitting, because it's sort of a part 2 of the 8/4/96 entry...
8/4/96
Diary, you wouldn't believe what I just did! first I snuck my dads shaving cream into my room and shaved my legs! Then, I smeared noxima all over my face! last I brushed my teeth! Diary, do you think I'm becoming vein? I hope I don't turn out like David. He's the most conceited guy I know, he even admits to it! Diary, I didn't get to sleep yet, but when I do I'm going to stay up for half the night and try to hear the footsteps outside
someones coming!
I'm back, it was my brother! I told him I was writing a story! I hope he believed me! If he didn't then I can be sure he will look for you! I won't let him find you. I'll hide you in a great hiding place! Some-where noone would look!
I'll hide you now!
You were hidden for about 2 hours and I don't think anyone found you.
To keep you real safe I'm going to lock my door all the time.
Now since I no your safe I'll tell you my darkest secret. (This is where I go and say I have a huge crush on David, but I'm blocking it out because I'm so embarrassed by the fact that I...in the same journal entry... criticized then confessed affection for the same person.) I have know idea why I like him. Yes I do, we are very alike in odd ways, he likes to draw, use crafts, school, he has alergies the same time I do, when he gets the hicups they come on, and off just the why mine do!
I hope he likes me! I kinda think he likes me at least as a friend. He flirts with me (which just means he's my friend and............................................blocked a lot of this out because I didn't want any identifying information...plus this entire entry is the most embarrassing thing ever..................................
So you and David had fun yesterday with those clay thigs' he said with a slight smirk on his face.
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have to go freshin up.
Diary, do you think I'm taking this crush too far?
Millie :)
PS
I'm going to hide you somewhere different each time I write in you.
Oh god....that one was rough for so many reasons. Where the hell did my ability to spell go? I know it was rough in the past few posts, but it's like I shut my eyes and made it up as I went. And seriously? Could this entry get any worse?
That's enough. I'm so glad I had such thoughtful insights on this morning's post, and now I'm inwardly blushing and wondering what I did with my shame that I'm putting this out there for the world to see. I don't even know how I really feel about this project...too early to tell I guess.
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